My third wish in a month :( Help with my ics fees

A wish for
Some of my ics education to be paid. £37

I am a young mum studying pet grooming and a btec in beauty through ics home learning.
I have £200ish left to pay of a £1000 iv struggled to pay. If anyone can help me with this months pet grooming fees it would make my month.

I pay £100 a month to learn and to get help with this would wipe our slate clean.£37 for pet grooming and 64£ btec. I could start a fresh sooner and not have to constantly struggle.

Every night without fail, i tot up the money, tot up ways of cutting back to pay it off faster. There is no cutting back this month as we speak I am down to my last £10 for the week in the school holidays which isnt going to get me far with the kids.

I have consolidated other debt which Im paying off too- but its too much and the payment plan we have is ok as its with a relative.

People may think Im over doing this but when I took on the course my rent was £40 cheaper and I got more help in benefits, Since my husband and myself have struggled to get all the hours we can get, most of the help has decreased and we are no better off financially. We both love our jobs well mine is more like a hobby (2hours a week, as i look after our two kids).

I didnt want to put an amount as I have been helped 100% more than I have helped others.

I HATE asking for help which may be the reason we are in debt in the first place. I cant ask family as one theres hardly anyone in my family and my dad has paid another debt to him which we are paying off.
He hasnt got money but has scraped to do this for us which i am hugely greatful for.

I guess this is my biggest hope. I cant garuntee il never wish again but it would help so much. A complete weight off our shoulders and extra money when most parents are taking their kids away or even going on days out- which we cant afford. This week alone we have spent three days in the garden- which i am greatful to have.

I am at my limit this month, having snapped credit cards, cant ask my dad...there is no where literally to turn to. If I pay this months bill we will struggle more than I do usually for rent.

I tarot read on ebay and I am donating money off the small money which i make and the rest is going to paying off the debt.

I am exstremely embarased to ask and even more so now friends are on the site and they may actually get to know our true situation.

Heres to hoping....x

If i get even a bean towards this I would ask wishes and angels to pay it direct to education company and asap before I get into even more debt with the rent ect.

Of course if you are local it would be more than a pleasure to groom your dog for the rest of its life or offer beauty treatments unlimited.